-好的事情-

-I'm sopo-

-Window To The Soul-

The eyes are the window to the soul
You see through the obscure hazel eyes and unraveled the puzzlement
You pierces through and saw what lies beneath
I have always been an enigma
That raise endless conundrums and torment
Inflicting twinges like no other and still you..

You stand guard
You plighted to shield the soul within and gave refuge
Building stonewalls and bridges of faith
With promises that you will never break
With eternal love and trust

For the heart that you moved
Take the soul within
Because all the windows of my soul are predestined
For yau....

-Nothing-

Am I better off dead, am I better off a quitter
They say I’m better off now, than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I’m smiling but I’m dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I’m never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
They all think I’m crazy but to me it’s perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
Cause I’m shouting your name all over town
I’m swearing if I go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around
And I know that I’m drunk but I’ll say the words
And she’ll listen this time even though they’re slurred
Dial her number and confess to her
I’m still in love but all I heard was nothing
(Nothing, nothing …)

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I’m face to face that she’ll come to her senses
Every drunk step I take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I’m hurting
She’ll take me back for sure

Oh sometimes love is intoxicating
Oh you’re coming down your hands are shaking
When you realize there’s no one waiting

xxXXxx

Hold me down sweet & low little girl
*points mouth*

weeeeeeee...
p.s. alco + books.. weeee

-Refined Defined-

-Pixelated-

-Mellow Down With Me-

-The Remedy-

my old hearts.. <3

-What Are Words-

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

it makes me cry... and every word of it is a soul..

-EarWorm-

im a total idiot..i think i booked the wrong route frm skybus.. stupid airasia -.-
and for now, i have to save up for the coming months.. ahhh, talking bout it makes me go gaga and felt like my stomach is being ransacked by butterflies.. Brissie Brissie...
for now, i'm having a sudden itch for greentea frap.. hopefully tonight is on..
for now, i'm still waiting for the booking to meet up with the doc.. its been 2 weeks plus and im still in the same state..im starting to freak out thou.. and like mom said, im loosing weight and look so sick.. -.-

hopefully the weather will be fine later, so that i can jog and workout..
oh yea, im lucky enough to have a personal trainer.. even though it sucks, but yeah.. haha
oh yea, im planning to change my number.. and digi's data plan is much more cheaper than maxis and i have to admit, maxis sucks..
as times flies, it totally worth the wait..

-Sane-

-finally, i got rid of my so called ash brown hair-

ps. dont call me lala frm far again...

at times i do wonder why i am so friggin clumsy...
me nearly got bang by at white camry, while i was walking across to the shop and i stoned for a lil while.. and seriously, whats so special bout bieber's hairstyle.. there were like a bunch of high school brats who are so obsessed.. A wanna look like raymond lam, B wanna look like bieber, C wanna look like fei lun hai & yadas.. -.-

oh yea,the new beat by fedde le grand, 'Autosave' is really nice.. and im loving it.
btw, im back to the plain simm frm HG.. i've been putting on my surf pants and baby-t again, with my ponytail..after all, i'm still the silly one..
oh yea, while i was in a rush today..i saw the mother cat when im waiting for the lift..the mother cat is crippled and after the lift closed for few seconds, i cant bear it but to press on the 7th floor..i ran out..climbed the stairs.. meow-ing for her and found her.. carried her and walked all the way down to groundZero..placed her back to the hideout.. and im adopting a new kitty..

im sleepless again and my stomach aches.. and till now, im still having cramps and all.. after whats being said, i do start to feel a lil abnormal..
oh my, im sneezing so bad now..suddenly it reminded me of the hot greentea latte i had at jeju airport..so warm and bliss..
oh my, it was totally unbelievable and you totally got me..
its been a month.....

*i'll pray hard for those in Japan.. my heart goes all out to those who are being affected... *

-Opposite Attracts-

-adios my lala hair-

im booking the flight now and yes, i am flying solo in two weeks time on the weekend..
seriously, i dont mind all the trouble.. and its the first time i am boarding solo..

btw, thank you for the quote that you told me..
'if you cant make it through the rain, you will never see the rainbow' =)
btw, i have the longest chatroom ever in whatsap whereby it totally lasted for almost a week n its uber active...till now..
btw, the main lead actor in Iris is effing hot.. and my nose nearly bleed by looking at him..
btw, im really going for the distance..

btw, i've been working out for almost 2 weeks.. VS is such an inspiration...but my abs and muscles are aching after doing set after sets..
btw, autumn's concerto is airing now in astro's AEC at 3 am.. well, i'm not really sure about the exact time but i really love the drama alot.. it brings back memories and make me realise alot.. whatever it is, vanness wu is hot and xiao le is uber cute..
btw, should i hit the club this weekend?

oh weatherman, please stop raining on me..

the date of the operation is set and i do hope everthing will be fine..
it worries me alot and whatever it is.. i'll try to sleep early..

相反的我 by 張芸京 is really meaningful..the lyrics are like a reflection of my mind...

-Angel-

she got wings
she got a halo

today is a great day..
thank you all, for those who make my day..
results were good and work is great..
a lil happy for me.. yay..

even though it never stop raining on me, but i start to love the rain..
seriously, whatsap is good.. now i know the fun of having a bbm.. i start to love the techy world..

im craving for sushi lately, and it makes me happy

stomach of mine, please stop aching

-Tonight..Im In Love-

oh my, im in love..
oh my.. i'll try to make it...
oh my, it was hard but i'll pull through...
oh my, thank you..

-Sting-

without realizing, it was someone else who came along. here i am, still thinking bout what went wrong and dwelling with it.. i never saw it coming that is why its pretty hard for me to take it.

all these while, i am believing in it and holding on to it..

perhaps what you told me was true.. i should have just silently walkaway..

what u've told me.. was it even for real??

it was never a deal.. its a realisation and sincerity..

it was never a count and finding fault..

if you truly love someone, you know by doing that it will trigger and hurt that person.. will you still do it? cheating on that person and wounding that person..

you thought that i never realize and understand..

i realized one thing within..first i thought what i did was right disregard of the hefty price that i need to deal with, but then i was wrong.. i will never hurt the ones that i care most anymore..

it takes time to let it go and to accept the fact that this is the choice that has been made.. and i take it for what it is..

if you could ever see, where am i standing now and all the things that went through.. it was not for the fault.. it was all because of you...

have you ever feel and realize the point of loosing something forever which meant the whole world to you?? i felt it and i woke up from it..

this is what you want and choose.. i'll take it..

goodbye..

-Little Things-

lately, i've been feeding the mother cat and she gave birth to 5 kittens.. one charcoal and four white.. seriously, its uber cute.. and now my cute lil lucky boy is sleeping on my bed and at times like these, he's the sweetest thing ever.. he's been sleeping with me for the past few days..
oh my, im so gonna watch blackswan tomorrow...

mentioning about the kitties, me miss them now.. after i've finished my workload, i'll go for a puff and have a look at them.. for now, the booze is oh so refreshing..

yawnzz...
aches, cramps and nausea is so not cool.. but at least, yiruma soothes me...
it will be a long long night.. and im also... checking on air ticket..

btw, i miss the bear and leng chai so damn much.. =(
btw, i didnt know that a cat do snore real loud..

-Six-

-A rose must remain with the sun and the rain or its lovely promise won't come true.-

i was smiling while i was looking through those pictos while listening to the good ole songs. i am someone who is constantly emotional and sentimental.
it wasnt the great one who brought us together and its not raining on you.

for now, this is the last goodbye and thank you for making me see the weakness in me.
at first, it was so hard for me to face my own fears and yet, u made me.. and now i am so thankful for that.it was never easy to admit your own wrongdoings and thank you for that reality slap. my heart seem to be lighter.

one thing i understand from you, it was believing in yourself and what you are capable of.
even though i was never the winner but what i've gained throughout, is priceless. perhaps from the start, it was never about winning or loosing. it was pure.

if you thought i've forgotten the promises, i never
if you thought im being selfish, i never
if you thought i would smile, i never
if you thought i've changed, i never
if you thought im not scared, i never
if you thought............ and i never.. it seems so endless. it wasnt just a guessing game, it was something that i crave for.. perhaps, greed do take over lotsa things and i know im no longer sane in it.

till now, im still smiling... and never for once i recall all those bad memories. may it be just for a second or eternity.. but the rain will be gone and i see sunshine. and now, i feel what its like.. i thought all this while i was there, holding the back of your shirt and following the trails of yours.. but i've just realised, those prints had faded and now i am actually walking on a different path. that i'm always finding my way back.. but i guess i was left too far behind.. whereby the fact is that i am always there.. waiting.... because i knew it within that this is the path i choose and i want for so long..

it was beautiful.. it was pure.. it was eternity...
i fell, and bruises myself all over but it was all worth it.. cause everything was too good to be true and even mentioning it now, makes me smile.. =)

thank you...

-Whoa-

one of the most tragic things I know about human nature is that all of us tend to put off living. We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon instead of enjoying the roses that are blooming outside our windows today.

today is an adventure..i can only wonder what treasure awaits at the top of the path.

seriously..i have to do more updates and like what the woman said, its kinda depressing..

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny when I tell the
Punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down
Before you met me I was alright
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life,
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back.

We drove to Cali and got drunk
On the beach
Got a motel and built a fort
Out of sheets
I finally found you,
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back.

I'ma get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

-Gleeful-

-Fox Rain-

-catch me if you can-