-The Crooner-

awww, my backbone is killing me.
had dinner and visited the kins today and i saw those pictos.. i just miss them loads. heard it frm popo lucy, they will be back next year.

lately, the pet and i are indulged in xbox.
thanks to the pet, i'm having 'the malady of Lead4Death'. its about subsist the leap of fatality from the imba contaminated fugly zombies.
we finito the game in a day, till the wee hours and dozed off around 4am.

-i will be away for a week+, and hopefully when the i'm back, things will be as pinkied *_*
-dec will be a moolah suction month and those color papers will be drained off..
-mumzy and dadzy will be off for a road trip with uncle seng tomorrow. since the mister just came back frm canada, he wanted to head off for a visitation back at kuantan.
me miss the tang, the serendipity and the kins.
-since the mister will be lodging, i'm forced to hibernate.
hence, pinning myself to the four walls and ditch those late nights loiters.
-i just got myself a jumper and its oh so topsy-turvy. the peeps were flabbergasted and reacted like this (@.@)
-went for pool sessione on monday and i saw mr.hunt. i dont even bother to acknowledge his existence, just gazes and stalks from him.

'i dont deserve you because someone like me should be lucky enough to have someone like you. remember? ah yes, you're right! i dont deserve you because i deserve someone better than who and what you are.'

having those brains and moolah doesnt make you any better. a humble pie to stuff you up is all you need. please dont tell me you know me where you dont.

i'll be having the 'official of the unofficial siblings' moment tomorrow and i get to pick my hearts.

lastly, me love you heaps my 'fat house cat' & you're the best thing ever.... to torment *evil grin.
like BKB told me,

'i deserve someone better than what he is & yes, thank you. i do love and heart what i have now. we'll always remain as the musketeers.'

-oyasumi-

-Twilight-

are human being's sixth sense for danger, long dismissed by some scientists as myth, actually exists in a part of the brain that also handles conflict resolution?
somehow, somewhat, something is way beyond what mankind are capable of.

like i stated, often times we dont utter ourselves to senses.
why do our visions often perceive our thoughts?
is bypassing through or conscious mind will be the answer?
humans are sucha complex specimen, dont we?

mars, the god of war which is known as Ares
one of the most prominent ones.
somehow, somewhat i am drawn to it.
does it portray the evil within the human souls?
somehow, somewhat i realized it. dont you?
why do human whenever they see the bloody and violent side of mankind, they will somehow feel secure and satisfied?
perhaps it maybe the complete darkness, complete force of what mankind possessed.

will you live long enough to see the evil within consume you?
or
will you end yourself before it consume you?

can you take the destruction?