Monday, January 11, 2010

-Jester-

-what a way to start my year.. thanks to ron for that shyt-

happy 2010 my lodge.
here i am inconstant with my deportment again.
for this year, there are heaps of resolutions i head on..
lettering down my thoughts and trails seems to be lessen lately.

there's been alot of ups and downs for me.
it feels like for the past year, i've been evolving from my true form. the alter ego in me seems to take position of what i've become and movin within the parallel of time no longer make any sense to me, while the soul within still resides. i would call it the observer, the one who fathom and tell between.

there are part of one's personality which is mistaken for a divinely created soul.
may it be called the feeling or sensations which and be pleasant, unpleasant or neutral. feelings arise when contact made with the eye, ear, touch or perhaps the mind. when your eyes 'sees', that is all that happens, which is seeing. the eye simply falls on hundred of objects in a day and moves on, but then something else happens. the eye meets a form and consciousness arises and this inevitably give rises to your mind. but then, what the mind perceives in a way is it the act you choose to carry out?

with feeling, there is perception which is the recognition of things and then we are accompanied by mental formations which includes volition. when we consciously act upon what we perceive in a certain way, this is when the karmic results... consciousness which contains all the previous factors makin 4 factors in all, namely, feelin, sensation.. mental formation and consciousness. at times, when mind and matter together make up the illusion of a person. don't you feel some time its hard to tell whether it's fiction or not.

all these arises within me when certain someone make this statement;
'there are 24 personalities in a person. what is your pov about it?'

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