Monday, March 14, 2011

-What Are Words-



Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

it makes me cry... and every word of it is a soul..

Sunday, March 13, 2011

-EarWorm-

im a total idiot..i think i booked the wrong route frm skybus.. stupid airasia -.-
and for now, i have to save up for the coming months.. ahhh, talking bout it makes me go gaga and felt like my stomach is being ransacked by butterflies.. Brissie Brissie...
for now, i'm having a sudden itch for greentea frap.. hopefully tonight is on..
for now, i'm still waiting for the booking to meet up with the doc.. its been 2 weeks plus and im still in the same state..im starting to freak out thou.. and like mom said, im loosing weight and look so sick.. -.-

hopefully the weather will be fine later, so that i can jog and workout..
oh yea, im lucky enough to have a personal trainer.. even though it sucks, but yeah.. haha
oh yea, im planning to change my number.. and digi's data plan is much more cheaper than maxis and i have to admit, maxis sucks..
as times flies, it totally worth the wait..

Friday, March 11, 2011

-Sane-

-finally, i got rid of my so called ash brown hair-
ps. dont call me lala frm far again...


at times i do wonder why i am so friggin clumsy...
me nearly got bang by at white camry, while i was walking across to the shop and i stoned for a lil while.. and seriously, whats so special bout bieber's hairstyle.. there were like a bunch of high school brats who are so obsessed.. A wanna look like raymond lam, B wanna look like bieber, C wanna look like fei lun hai & yadas.. -.-

oh yea,the new beat by fedde le grand, 'Autosave' is really nice.. and im loving it.
btw, im back to the plain simm frm HG.. i've been putting on my surf pants and baby-t again, with my ponytail..after all, i'm still the silly one..
oh yea, while i was in a rush today..i saw the mother cat when im waiting for the lift..the mother cat is crippled and after the lift closed for few seconds, i cant bear it but to press on the 7th floor..i ran out..climbed the stairs.. meow-ing for her and found her.. carried her and walked all the way down to groundZero..placed her back to the hideout.. and im adopting a new kitty..

im sleepless again and my stomach aches.. and till now, im still having cramps and all.. after whats being said, i do start to feel a lil abnormal..
oh my, im sneezing so bad now..suddenly it reminded me of the hot greentea latte i had at jeju airport..so warm and bliss..
oh my, it was totally unbelievable and you totally got me..
its been a month.....

*i'll pray hard for those in Japan.. my heart goes all out to those who are being affected... *

Thursday, March 10, 2011

-Opposite Attracts-

-adios my lala hair-

im booking the flight now and yes, i am flying solo in two weeks time on the weekend..
seriously, i dont mind all the trouble.. and its the first time i am boarding solo..

btw, thank you for the quote that you told me..
'if you cant make it through the rain, you will never see the rainbow' =)
btw, i have the longest chatroom ever in whatsap whereby it totally lasted for almost a week n its uber active...till now..
btw, the main lead actor in Iris is effing hot.. and my nose nearly bleed by looking at him..
btw, im really going for the distance..


btw, i've been working out for almost 2 weeks.. VS is such an inspiration...but my abs and muscles are aching after doing set after sets..
btw, autumn's concerto is airing now in astro's AEC at 3 am.. well, i'm not really sure about the exact time but i really love the drama alot.. it brings back memories and make me realise alot.. whatever it is, vanness wu is hot and xiao le is uber cute..
btw, should i hit the club this weekend?

oh weatherman, please stop raining on me..

the date of the operation is set and i do hope everthing will be fine..
it worries me alot and whatever it is.. i'll try to sleep early..

相反的我 by 張芸京 is really meaningful..the lyrics are like a reflection of my mind...

Friday, March 04, 2011

-Angel-

she got wings
she got a halo

today is a great day..
thank you all, for those who make my day..
results were good and work is great..
a lil happy for me.. yay..
even though it never stop raining on me, but i start to love the rain..
seriously, whatsap is good.. now i know the fun of having a bbm.. i start to love the techy world..

im craving for sushi lately, and it makes me happy
stomach of mine, please stop aching

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

-Tonight..Im In Love-





oh my, im in love..
oh my.. i'll try to make it...
oh my, it was hard but i'll pull through...
oh my, thank you..

-Sting-

without realizing, it was someone else who came along. here i am, still thinking bout what went wrong and dwelling with it.. i never saw it coming that is why its pretty hard for me to take it.

all these while, i am believing in it and holding on to it..
perhaps what you told me was true.. i should have just silently walkaway..
what u've told me.. was it even for real??
it was never a deal.. its a realisation and sincerity..
it was never a count and finding fault..

if you truly love someone, you know by doing that it will trigger and hurt that person.. will you still do it? cheating on that person and wounding that person..
you thought that i never realize and understand..
i realized one thing within..first i thought what i did was right disregard of the hefty price that i need to deal with, but then i was wrong.. i will never hurt the ones that i care most anymore..
it takes time to let it go and to accept the fact that this is the choice that has been made.. and i take it for what it is..
if you could ever see, where am i standing now and all the things that went through.. it was not for the fault.. it was all because of you...
have you ever feel and realize the point of loosing something forever which meant the whole world to you?? i felt it and i woke up from it..

this is what you want and choose.. i'll take it..
goodbye..