Saturday, December 18, 2010

-You-

You,

there are stars tonight and the wind is chilly
when I was on my way home today, i was looking at the nearby bus stand. 1..2..ermmm..4… 6, yes.. 6 years ago you were there waiting for me… for the first time, I’ve tasted sucha mad savory nasi lemak. Maybe it was the companion that makes it enjoyable and tasty. Not to forget the surprises and delivery in the early morn, whenever i look up while I’m putting on my shoes I’ll see IT..something wrapped in red and melts me within. I can go on and on with the story telling but it will be wordier and thicker than a telekom directory book.

I wanted to keep things sweet and short.
thank you..wait..i should stop having all these courteous and mannerly moment going on. i just wanted you to know that I do appreciate the little things you did and you, being the silencer and grumpy one.. I know you fail miserably in expressing yourself and always ended up being impatient and quick tempered but this is what I wanted you to be..yourself.. rather than suppressing everything within.

there is one thing you should know..it has always been you..the one that I needed and the one who knew me within..my bestfriend, my soulmate.. and my heart.. a part of you has grown in me, you’re like the painter and I’m this piece of white artblock paper..

i know this might sound corny and so not me.. but..
'I knew I loved you when I realized that there was no one else I would rather laugh, cry and make memories with..'
-ILYLHF-

i'll always remember the promises & good times

Saturday, December 11, 2010

-Season-

It was not the day itself that I will feel special.

This is not what I wanted and I want to search for a place where I belong.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person
When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are
They are there for the reason you need them to be
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end
Sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done
It has been answered and it is time to move on
Some people come into your life for a season, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh
They may teach you something you have never done
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy
Believe it, it is real….but only for a season
Lifetime relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life