-Little Things-

lately, i've been feeding the mother cat and she gave birth to 5 kittens.. one charcoal and four white.. seriously, its uber cute.. and now my cute lil lucky boy is sleeping on my bed and at times like these, he's the sweetest thing ever.. he's been sleeping with me for the past few days..
oh my, im so gonna watch blackswan tomorrow...

mentioning about the kitties, me miss them now.. after i've finished my workload, i'll go for a puff and have a look at them.. for now, the booze is oh so refreshing..

yawnzz...
aches, cramps and nausea is so not cool.. but at least, yiruma soothes me...
it will be a long long night.. and im also... checking on air ticket..

btw, i miss the bear and leng chai so damn much.. =(
btw, i didnt know that a cat do snore real loud..

-Six-

-A rose must remain with the sun and the rain or its lovely promise won't come true.-

i was smiling while i was looking through those pictos while listening to the good ole songs. i am someone who is constantly emotional and sentimental.
it wasnt the great one who brought us together and its not raining on you.

for now, this is the last goodbye and thank you for making me see the weakness in me.
at first, it was so hard for me to face my own fears and yet, u made me.. and now i am so thankful for that.it was never easy to admit your own wrongdoings and thank you for that reality slap. my heart seem to be lighter.

one thing i understand from you, it was believing in yourself and what you are capable of.
even though i was never the winner but what i've gained throughout, is priceless. perhaps from the start, it was never about winning or loosing. it was pure.

if you thought i've forgotten the promises, i never
if you thought im being selfish, i never
if you thought i would smile, i never
if you thought i've changed, i never
if you thought im not scared, i never
if you thought............ and i never.. it seems so endless. it wasnt just a guessing game, it was something that i crave for.. perhaps, greed do take over lotsa things and i know im no longer sane in it.

till now, im still smiling... and never for once i recall all those bad memories. may it be just for a second or eternity.. but the rain will be gone and i see sunshine. and now, i feel what its like.. i thought all this while i was there, holding the back of your shirt and following the trails of yours.. but i've just realised, those prints had faded and now i am actually walking on a different path. that i'm always finding my way back.. but i guess i was left too far behind.. whereby the fact is that i am always there.. waiting.... because i knew it within that this is the path i choose and i want for so long..

it was beautiful.. it was pure.. it was eternity...
i fell, and bruises myself all over but it was all worth it.. cause everything was too good to be true and even mentioning it now, makes me smile.. =)

thank you...

-Whoa-

one of the most tragic things I know about human nature is that all of us tend to put off living. We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon instead of enjoying the roses that are blooming outside our windows today.

today is an adventure..i can only wonder what treasure awaits at the top of the path.

seriously..i have to do more updates and like what the woman said, its kinda depressing..

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny when I tell the
Punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down
Before you met me I was alright
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life,
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back.

We drove to Cali and got drunk
On the beach
Got a motel and built a fort
Out of sheets
I finally found you,
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back.

I'ma get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

-Gleeful-