-Jester-

-what a way to start my year.. thanks to ron for that shyt-

happy 2010 my lodge.
here i am inconstant with my deportment again.
for this year, there are heaps of resolutions i head on..
lettering down my thoughts and trails seems to be lessen lately.

there's been alot of ups and downs for me.
it feels like for the past year, i've been evolving from my true form. the alter ego in me seems to take position of what i've become and movin within the parallel of time no longer make any sense to me, while the soul within still resides. i would call it the observer, the one who fathom and tell between.

there are part of one's personality which is mistaken for a divinely created soul.
may it be called the feeling or sensations which and be pleasant, unpleasant or neutral. feelings arise when contact made with the eye, ear, touch or perhaps the mind. when your eyes 'sees', that is all that happens, which is seeing. the eye simply falls on hundred of objects in a day and moves on, but then something else happens. the eye meets a form and consciousness arises and this inevitably give rises to your mind. but then, what the mind perceives in a way is it the act you choose to carry out?

with feeling, there is perception which is the recognition of things and then we are accompanied by mental formations which includes volition. when we consciously act upon what we perceive in a certain way, this is when the karmic results... consciousness which contains all the previous factors makin 4 factors in all, namely, feelin, sensation.. mental formation and consciousness. at times, when mind and matter together make up the illusion of a person. don't you feel some time its hard to tell whether it's fiction or not.

all these arises within me when certain someone make this statement;
'there are 24 personalities in a person. what is your pov about it?'

newayz, check out john mayer and zee avi's latest album

-Conked-

it's an effing tired day for me.

finally, i am done with the passport thingy. i'm sorta immobilized today and got stuck in the immigration department, from 8.30 to 4. what a great day and finally, i am sipping on my green tea frap at the lodging spot. thanks to the ah moi for accompanying me through those dreadful and wearysome hours. oh my, we both are really donkeys in crime.

oh my, i hate you..

damn, i do hate you...

i hate you Burger.. you make me itch for you, you evil ayam special cheese. i had you on kg. malaysia and now i am longing for you. what had you done to me. why are you so tempting and tantalizing. you are sucha mean one.. sucha succulent one. dang, i'm so gonna have you tonight.

december should be a festive and moolah sucking month for everybody.

but there's a little extra for the donks. what a nice way to start the month with presentation tomorrow and assignments due. sleepovers are like weekly to me now.

oh my, can i just graduate faster and travel.

the woman is on the move now.

maxis centre and optical shop will be my next destination.

ciao bella

-FurBall-

I'm pretty weary lately and i'm kind of skeptical towards certain issues..
I'm really tired lately and i slept for almost 12 hours yesterday
The trail of mine:

• running here and there for errands
• engaged in some sorta melee
• supposed to study law, but then met up with the ladies and went for uber deli duck rice at some ulu place in kg. pandan. and thanks to lil, we went to queen's park. my total damage of x1 perfume, x1 polo shirt, x1 makeup, x1 long sleeve and nearly x1 bag.
• having sleepovers at lil's place.
• went for ketchup sessione with the bear and p.yee at a new lodging spot in tmn. desa. then head on to shawn cutler. i pretty like what fei did to my strands. thanks to the child for it, whereby it was supposed to be her moment and ended up me and the bear blend in for the fun.
• just came home from the ice cream parlour

tomorrow i need to wake up early to bank in cheques, fix my glasses, pick up lappie and renew my passport whereby i'll be leaving on 11th.

ps: mom, i am going to renew it.. for REAL.. so ya, dont nag

nanites

-Sanity-

it was her death anniversary last friday and i tear a little the day before. even though i get used to her absence, but i still miss her dearly. i miss those tick-tock hours where we used to follow her around and i wish that every new year will still be the same.

while i was packing my stuffs the other day, i found a glass bottle full with sweet treats and tidings of little memo with it. then i saw this bond, a bond whereby it bind us together for sucha time whereby i lost count of the forsaken things and time we cede. was it a tie all this while? we always seem so close but yet so far. i used to believe that we are the destined soulmate. the kinship and connection we share was the one that i never knew that it really exist, where often times when i wound myself, i thought u could feel me and read me. there was once, you used to fathom why i hate those witching hour where it turns me to this nocturnal dork. if i do sway away from you, will you realize my absence? we used to spill our feelings and thoughts to one another because we knew each other like no other. within the years, things changed overly. having a simple conversation seem so bitter to both of us, and the whyfor was no longer there. i am cutting loose is because of what we have become and do we still stand the same in our heart?
'ni hai zhi de wo men de yue ding ma?'

i've moved my tavern to another site, a lodge where it is more confined.

i've started a new trail elsewhere but i will still lodge by once in a while.

-SIMMY-

me found something cool.

3 synonimic Simmy

1. To kick someone within the crotial area with the intent to do bodily harm and severe harm to reproductive organs.(Maybe be commited with a 'steel' toed boot.)
2. An Awesome person, a awesome friend one of the best you will meet.but is shit at life :)
3. An original gangsta found in the streets of Bundoora. Simmy is the founder of Simmy Music© and has produced various beats for such artists as Aeileon El Nino, Prince Rasu, Baby Phil, Josiah, etc.
   

-me heart this animalia jacket by Jeremy Scott. i am still thinking whether i shud get ed hardy or this one.-

-nanites-

-Burn Out-

i'm so exhausted lately and i can't help but to keep things going.

been attending full classes lately, till 5 pm daily and studying nightly.
class today was long winding and slumbersome. 4 hours of non stop lecture really make me feel senseless after that.

as usual, just came home from yamcha session with the cronies and i am still planning what to wear on sat. a blue pinafore or the stripy one?
well, red & the bear came out with the 'back to school' theme cause everybody is turning a deaf ear on the halloween dressed up thingy. it is back to school as in really ah lian blue pinafore and ah beng green ugly pantzu.

the other day, ms. ck and i laze a little and went to il padrino.
the food was good except for the ice choco and the portions.

a little something to cackle about today
some random picto i found in my friend's album

nanites..
will be having bkt for breakfast tomorrow with the cronies at summit
-yawnz-

-Snooze-

lately, i'm jinxed by k-pop.
even my peeps told me i am weird.
newayz, its catchy n kinky.
suit up like gaga, chris & neyo hybrid vocality, t-pain-esque, plus a touch of electronica hip pop.. not bad

oh my, at this hour i should be in a comatose. i'm screwing up my sleeping hour.yawn
yesterday after vik's open house, met up with the cronies at oldtown then head back to red's place for mj and 'chor dai dee' till 9am. yawnz
slept for a few hours, went to papa rich and watch surrogates. then went home to send those interview query to the bear. yawnzz
oh man, i really need to slumber asap where i have to wake up at 10
yawnzzz.
-heart csc-