-You-

You,

there are stars tonight and the wind is chilly
when I was on my way home today, i was looking at the nearby bus stand. 1..2..ermmm..4… 6, yes.. 6 years ago you were there waiting for me… for the first time, I’ve tasted sucha mad savory nasi lemak. Maybe it was the companion that makes it enjoyable and tasty. Not to forget the surprises and delivery in the early morn, whenever i look up while I’m putting on my shoes I’ll see IT..something wrapped in red and melts me within. I can go on and on with the story telling but it will be wordier and thicker than a telekom directory book.

I wanted to keep things sweet and short.
thank you..wait..i should stop having all these courteous and mannerly moment going on. i just wanted you to know that I do appreciate the little things you did and you, being the silencer and grumpy one.. I know you fail miserably in expressing yourself and always ended up being impatient and quick tempered but this is what I wanted you to be..yourself.. rather than suppressing everything within.

there is one thing you should know..it has always been you..the one that I needed and the one who knew me within..my bestfriend, my soulmate.. and my heart.. a part of you has grown in me, you’re like the painter and I’m this piece of white artblock paper..

i know this might sound corny and so not me.. but..
'I knew I loved you when I realized that there was no one else I would rather laugh, cry and make memories with..'
-ILYLHF-

i'll always remember the promises & good times

-Season-

It was not the day itself that I will feel special.

This is not what I wanted and I want to search for a place where I belong.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person
When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are
They are there for the reason you need them to be
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end
Sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done
It has been answered and it is time to move on
Some people come into your life for a season, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh
They may teach you something you have never done
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy
Believe it, it is real….but only for a season
Lifetime relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life

-Time-

你知道吗..
我真的很想念你..
你还记得我们的约定吗?
有很多东西,我真的很想告诉你..

你抬头看..我看见很多星星 =)

现在,
我闭上眼睛..等待你出现

晚安

-New Wave-

currently listening to Qing Ren

time flies and now its november

for the past one week, things were bitter and dire..

its been long since i'm on sucha state and i totally hate myself

perhaps i wasnt even myself and i totally succumb to it

for now..

i wont know

i wont think

-Picto Board-

-Happy Diwali 2010-

-smile of hope-

-mr.wan & the bear-
i miss u both heaps
lotsa hearts

-the picto explains itself-

-the laughter-

-daddy's love-

-ClubMed Escapade-

-skyline-

-refreshing-

-crafted-

-mankey-

-on the house-

-serendipity-

-unlax-

-another beach front-

-hearts-

-beyond the bounds-

-no curbs, to the edge-

-innersoul quest-

-happy feet-

-vacant me-

-lighted path-

-artistic-

-a defined rare concoction-

-cool off-

-untainted-

-window of veins-

-Jiffy-

-adopted love-

-exam drill-

-sexxaay-

adios Oct..

-Fickled-

im currently spacing out
there are things that i am still searching for
im just stationing myself for now
just waiting for the right tide to hit the shores
with a voice that cannot speak and gather up each emotion
that can’t be put into words and i'll cast them when it hits
as certain within, i've made this far
and i paved it through
and i'm capable of doing so

i found a dusty folder, perhaps i left it there untouched for a long time
i wish i could share it whereby it is sentimental to me, perhaps someone or something makes it significant.
people tend to loose what matters to them when they take things for granted
and i did
chances are given and not all know how to grab it
and i did
its like footprints and traces
and now, i'm somehow puzzled between the crossroad

xxXXxx

She's getting out of bed
At half past ten
She starts to comb her hair
Just an ordinary day
She looks at her reflection
Off the wall
Why do I care at all
Just an ordinary day
An ordinary day
That's hurting you
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you

I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
You're not alone

She's waiting for the bus it's 12.59
She's sitting on her own
Just an ordinary day
She's looking at the people
Passing her by
It could be you and I
They would never dream
Of slowing down
To see if she's alright
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you

I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone

I'm hurting
She's hurting
I'm hurting, she's hurting
I'm so alone

When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
I will be the one around

-Slapstick-

glee..glee!!

the woman is vivacious and nonchalant

and i feel so me lately

must be the daily dosage prescribed by dr.fxi

blithe lozenges and love pellet

Saw it.. heard it.. chuckles..

dracula dies from a heart attack right after catching his favourite vampire series on TV.

he goes to heaven where he's allowed to choose 3 qualities to hav in his next life.

dracula thinks really hard n finally makes up his mind.

first, he says 'i still want to be able to suck blood'

then he continued 'i want to have wings too, so i can fly'

lastly, after thinkin for the longest time..he says 'and i want all women to want me'

whooosssshhhh.. he was promptly turned into a sanitary pad

bear and rabbit are taking a dump in the forest.

bear asks the rabbit, 'hey, do u have a problem with poo sticking to ur fur?'

rabbit says 'nope...'

so bear picks up the rabbit and wipes his ass..

i'mma continue my work, while makan tambun biscuit

then watch fringe, while waiting for dr.fxi

then slumber early, wake up early.. happy X10 day tomorrow

-xOxO-

-Buffoonery-

-Pixelated in motion-

-prism-esque-

-shutterbug-

-mushy bear hug-

-cutesy max hammie-

-uber adorable-

i have heaps of workload to finish

and yet, i'm still stoning...

btw, i'm sensing something strange lately

*pouts*

-Significant-

on every 9th is the day whereby i feel whimsy

i see stars and kaleidoscopic cosmos whenever i look at the ceiling

i hear the melody playing in my head

i tend to run to the piles of old newspapers to check for any delivery..outer red, inner brown and dollop sweet..

i tend to snuggle my bolster when i sleep and check on that personal beacon of mine

the sky is cloudy and the wind is chilly

my face is dampen by the tears and yet when i look into the mirror, i see the dimples of mine

and then i recalled those warmness..those whispers..

eventually, it became the remedy itself

and the bandeau around my finger is the charm itself, that shield me from incubuses

and i hear the melody and soft voice

xxXXxx

你日日笑得這麽燦爛我怎捨得你喊
做小丑我都原意爲了搏紅顔一笑

從來沒有這麽想一件事原來有這麽一件事
才值得我們留戀今天為你死都可以

從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白 那意思我只知道我只想你快樂

趁住人多多講講心裏話 咁先至值囘票價
從此得你知我 任何事都不會怕
從來沒有 這麽想一件事 原來有這麽一件事
才值得我們留戀今天真的為你死都可以

從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白那意思我只知道我只想你快樂

就算今天不再闖過昨日我怎麽講都無謂
就算今天不再闖過昨日我願意等下去
再等下去 再等下去

-Hiatus-

oh baby baby baby babe
how long am i supposed to wait?

i think about you nightly

oh can u tell im loosin sleep?

the folded papers for offerings

-flower-

-shutterbug-

-love-

-jjjjjjjengga-

-finest-