-Saltwater-

i opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore
i was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
around my arms and began to shiver violently before
you happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
running into the dark underground
all the subways around create a great sound
to my motion fatigue: farewell
with your ear to a seashell
you can hear the waves in underwater caves
as if you actually were inside a saltwater room

time together isn't ever quite enough
when you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
what will it take to make or break this hint of love?
we need time, only time
when we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
if this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
so tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
all the time, all the time

can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn’t let me sign on
all my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
i feel as if I were home some nights, when we count all the ship lights
i guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow
we’ll turn out all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow

so tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
all the time.

-Gooey-

i am kissing my holiday goodbye

though this holiday im stuck at kl, but at least i took a short trip down to melaka and i am contented with how its squandered =D
for the remaining week, i decided to ditch those outings and date my lappie.
finally that drama i've been waiting for is out and i will recommence my fringe marathon.
seriously, i really like to be undisturbed and unmoved...just all the 'un's whereby i am at my comfort zone. not all the time, but i just need it.


ps. love, dont lah deranged, just another episode for the day.. i want!

-Lifted-

the redolence of roses linger around me when i opened my eyes.
and the chipper of the birdy twitter me good morning.
oh yea, and that burned smell from the kitchen reminded me of the very first cupcake i baked.
not to mention that flicker on my cellphone is my very own personal beacon that indicates ' you've gotta mail, love'
i heart today =)

happy father's day to you 'Awang'. i dont want to be long winding and all. there a certain things whereby action speaks louder than words and dad, please cut down on the food you're eating. oh yea, be less grumpy and dont get carried away by that uncle francis. -.-

newayz, my holiday is ending soon. time flies... sigh
newayz, im going for a movie tonight..
newayz, i'm lifted with these

-Capricious-

im slowly coming into existence of cruelty and merciless in life. i've stumbled upon countless optimist in life and the funny part was the ignorant side of them. just because of what we perceived is somewhat the contrary of what they comprehend, they tend to gape on you like a soul being reaped where the only aura u emit is all doleful and hopeless. de facto in every human being, everyone just love to feed on positive remark to have that feel good factor. sometimes, its just too indulgent. the word 'balance' exist for a reason....

"Sweetness is sickness, bitterness is medicine"

praise is like a sweet, excess of which causes sickness.

criticism is like a bitter pill or a painful injection but which cure sickness.

like accepting the bitter pill or the painful injection, courage is needed to welcome criticism and not to be afraid.

the ugliness we see in others, is a reflection of our own nature. things aint complicated as what it is state or said. learning to tolerate other people's view even though you effing dislike it, does not mean you have to follow the ideas and ideals. it is just an ethical view by which life takes on a serious aspect.

im heading off to melaka tomorrow

at times, having faith and pray is the only answer for the uncertain.

but somehow,im certain on the decided.

yawnnnzzz..

ps. a certain statement doesnt mean i am in a dilemma or a down state. to be clearcut, it doesnt mean parting ways. im in a healthy condition and relationship.

-Blabber-

oh my, finally i am waving my hands to those papers and now i am officially on holiday.

its time for me to make plans for the upcoming weeks to come.

knn, i thought that i should be a little more loosen up for the last paper since i did prepared early. mana tahu i terkena food poisoning and i screw those precious tick tock hours that i needed before exam for final revision and me ended up taking in rainbow pills..

i need to loosen up a little =)