slowly, i'm pacing off from the rollercoaster ride i am in. Things around me seem to augment by itself and no longer poses a threat to the soul within. for that nanosecond, i feel like everything was colliding and i am barely there, gripping on to anything i can hold on to survive that chaotic moment. i used to question the whyfor and the drastic-ness in life i'm forced to face. everthing was like a repetition itself,perhaps like an ipod turned on shuffle mode whereby u effing hate that particular song and it seems like that was the only euphony in your playlist. worst still, the battery was like forever.
at times, living your life like a sadist or pessimist will eventually ruin your very own life. fools like u needed a reality slap badly. dont u fools know that those around you are somehow stuck in the same state you are in and they suffer from those consequences you've caused. at times, prohibiting those vunerability of yours from residing is a good thing. people used to be caught in their own fixation about how the world spins and in the long run, these delusions of theirs became so surreal that they no longer can differentiate between fiction and reality.
newayz, here i express my gratitude to those who assisted me and im thankful to the special ones for that crying shoulder i needed badly during those rough times.
so i am done for the short post of the month and the woman is now on the run
ciao bella
