-Six-

-A rose must remain with the sun and the rain or its lovely promise won't come true.-

i was smiling while i was looking through those pictos while listening to the good ole songs. i am someone who is constantly emotional and sentimental.
it wasnt the great one who brought us together and its not raining on you.

for now, this is the last goodbye and thank you for making me see the weakness in me.
at first, it was so hard for me to face my own fears and yet, u made me.. and now i am so thankful for that.it was never easy to admit your own wrongdoings and thank you for that reality slap. my heart seem to be lighter.

one thing i understand from you, it was believing in yourself and what you are capable of.
even though i was never the winner but what i've gained throughout, is priceless. perhaps from the start, it was never about winning or loosing. it was pure.

if you thought i've forgotten the promises, i never
if you thought im being selfish, i never
if you thought i would smile, i never
if you thought i've changed, i never
if you thought im not scared, i never
if you thought............ and i never.. it seems so endless. it wasnt just a guessing game, it was something that i crave for.. perhaps, greed do take over lotsa things and i know im no longer sane in it.

till now, im still smiling... and never for once i recall all those bad memories. may it be just for a second or eternity.. but the rain will be gone and i see sunshine. and now, i feel what its like.. i thought all this while i was there, holding the back of your shirt and following the trails of yours.. but i've just realised, those prints had faded and now i am actually walking on a different path. that i'm always finding my way back.. but i guess i was left too far behind.. whereby the fact is that i am always there.. waiting.... because i knew it within that this is the path i choose and i want for so long..

it was beautiful.. it was pure.. it was eternity...
i fell, and bruises myself all over but it was all worth it.. cause everything was too good to be true and even mentioning it now, makes me smile.. =)

thank you...