-It's been awhile-

it's been awhile..
awhile since i share my thoughts with you, within this space, my soul.. about the veracities of what lies beneath this mortal.. within a clandestine, which only speaks to the one who fathoms..

i'm back to my room, sniffing my bed all over..looking at the placement of every single little thing, somehow make me feel i'm back to my confinement, my sanctuary. the smell of April, the little spaces, the tousle of belongings and etc.. it seems that i've peregrinated, till i lost these lil feelings.
de facto, i'm not in a good state these few days and i'm showing signs of migraine again. maybe there are too many extraneous stuffs in my diminutive brain. i hate all these in me, the emotional collapse really lead me to a nervous exhaustion..am i such a fiasco? who is nothing but a devastation. dear soul, be my quarterback, for a game which i lost all the senses of mine.

i really wanted to share the happenings of mine, but i seem to be tight-lipped. i am condemned with ruthfulness but not wrathfulness and i've been such a tear-jerk lately.
i watched JUNO the other day, storyline was simple but yet, i like the movie. Ellen's acting was pretty good for a new comer. the character she portrayed, reflected me in a lot of things. i would really like to reflect myself through the mirror in every deed of mine. the play-act through the journey of my life was never about me, the protagonist was never mine to lead. but yet, when he asked me a question that day, 'from scale of 1-10, how 'cham' i am?'.. i told him, 'Zero'. i will keep the reason to myself.
well, i was with him the past few days. and we went for karaoke session yesterday with daniel and elaine, since i've finished my paper. we were butchering the songs towards the end. ahaks..

A little something to share...
all the pics are random..

A beautiful gift that i treasure and something that SHE deserves. Despite the mishaps of the night, i am still proud of her and she is more than what she is. I am dishearten enough, and so does SHE. the soul within, please show your audacity and stand strong with me. i know you will never let me down and stray.

the lanterns at Tean Hou temple. i went there for Fatman steamboat. i crave for junkies all the time, especially lok lok. mmmm.. My pride aka Mumzy and me

-Picture Courtesy of Nicole-

Nicole and me

the HELP gang, the HOT bitches. i was pretty tipsy that day and thanks to Meng for that. oh yea, i think i did talked to yan as well. do i? hmmzzz..
CJ, lotsa coincident and he was pretty cool. all this while, we're classmates and we do sit next to one another. and my beloved (behind), butchering all the songs that was on the list.
this picture is kinda random and i sorta lyk it.

i am sorta 'bei' and being an echoic, mimicking zy's mom. i am fine being in stage-play.. that night, i really gulped tonnes of liquors. surprisingly, my alcohol tolerance was kinda topsy.

me took it early in the morn at his place, the dawn, where the daylight begins. thanks to you, now i am having a poker fever. the anxiety arousing within. slowly, its gonna be a poker-malady for me.

this all for this time..
alot more for me to update but the night is getting weary.