Thursday, November 15, 2007

beautiful disaster...

She loves her mama's lemonade,
Hates the sound that goodbyes make.
She prays one day she'll find someone to need her.
She swears that there's no difference,
Between the lies and compliments.
It's all the same if everybody leaves her.

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough,
The pictures that she sees make her cry.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster,
And she just needs someone to take her home.

She's giving boys what they want, tries to act so nonchalant,
Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction.
She never stays the same for long,
Assuming that she'll get it wrong.
Perfect only in her imperfection.

She's not a drama queen,
She doesn't want to feel this way, only seventeen but tired

She would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster,
But she just needs someone to take her home.

Cuz she's just the way she is, but no ones told her that's ok.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

But she just needs someone to take her home
And she just needs someone to take her home.

Dear shadow,
if u won't leave me alone it's no surprise dat i'm shrill
but to no avail, u still follow me still...
when sunlight reveals my frown, that only fills it with glee...
yet on a moonlit night, when i curl myself to the notes, u never fails to locate me...
until u appears the only thing that is true
appearing in a flash on any wall within view..
but increasingly i realize that it is pleasing after all
to have such a constant companion, den me recall
dat the only times u have left me alone
have been the darkest times that i have known...
and so it fills me with delight to have u, my shadow about
for it completes my world, without a doubt...

it is never easy to let bygones be bygones...
don't leap, take baby steps..
credit on him, relinquish the bygones, surrender the true u to de spellbinder..
binding u wholeheartedly and loving you with everything he had, he have and he possesses by-and-by....

remember panda, i never regret..
i am lucky to have u..

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