-Sanity-

it was her death anniversary last friday and i tear a little the day before. even though i get used to her absence, but i still miss her dearly. i miss those tick-tock hours where we used to follow her around and i wish that every new year will still be the same.

while i was packing my stuffs the other day, i found a glass bottle full with sweet treats and tidings of little memo with it. then i saw this bond, a bond whereby it bind us together for sucha time whereby i lost count of the forsaken things and time we cede. was it a tie all this while? we always seem so close but yet so far. i used to believe that we are the destined soulmate. the kinship and connection we share was the one that i never knew that it really exist, where often times when i wound myself, i thought u could feel me and read me. there was once, you used to fathom why i hate those witching hour where it turns me to this nocturnal dork. if i do sway away from you, will you realize my absence? we used to spill our feelings and thoughts to one another because we knew each other like no other. within the years, things changed overly. having a simple conversation seem so bitter to both of us, and the whyfor was no longer there. i am cutting loose is because of what we have become and do we still stand the same in our heart?
'ni hai zhi de wo men de yue ding ma?'

i've moved my tavern to another site, a lodge where it is more confined.

i've started a new trail elsewhere but i will still lodge by once in a while.