Wednesday, December 09, 2009
-Conked-
Monday, December 07, 2009
-FurBall-
I'm really tired lately and i slept for almost 12 hours yesterday
The trail of mine:
- running here and there for errands
- engaged in some sorta melee
- supposed to study law, but then met up with the ladies and went for uber deli duck rice at some ulu place in kg. pandan. and thanks to lil, we went to queen's park. my total damage of x1 perfume, x1 polo shirt, x1 makeup, x1 long sleeve and nearly x1 bag.
- having sleepovers at lil's place.
- went for ketchup sessione with the bear and p.yee at a new lodging spot in tmn. desa. then head on to shawn cutler. i pretty like what fei did to my strands. thanks to the child for it, whereby it was supposed to be her moment and ended up me and the bear blend in for the fun.
- just came home from the ice cream parlour
tomorrow i need to wake up early to bank in cheques, fix my glasses, pick up lappie and renew my passport whereby i'll be leaving on 11th.
ps: mom, i am going to renew it.. for REAL.. so ya, dont nag
nanites
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
-Sanity-
it was her death anniversary last friday and i tear a little the day before. even though i get used to her absence, but i still miss her dearly. i miss those tick-tock hours where we used to follow her around and i wish that every new year will still be the same.
'ni hai zhi de wo men de yue ding ma?'
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
-SIMMY-
3 synonimic Simmy
- To kick someone within the crotial area with the intent to do bodily harm and severe harm to reproductive organs.(Maybe be commited with a 'steel' toed boot.)
- An Awesome person, a awesome friend one of the best you will meet.but is shit at life :)
- An original gangsta found in the streets of Bundoora. Simmy is the founder of Simmy Music© and has produced various beats for such artists as Aeileon El Nino, Prince Rasu, Baby Phil, Josiah, etc.
-me heart this animalia jacket by Jeremy Scott. i am still thinking whether i shud get ed hardy or this one.-
-nanites-
Sunday, October 25, 2009
-Burn Out-
class today was long winding and slumbersome. 4 hours of non stop lecture really make me feel senseless after that.
as usual, just came home from yamcha session with the cronies and i am still planning what to wear on sat. a blue pinafore or the stripy one?
well, red & the bear came out with the 'back to school' theme cause everybody is turning a deaf ear on the halloween dressed up thingy. it is back to school as in really ah lian blue pinafore and ah beng green ugly pantzu.
the food was good except for the ice choco and the portions.
Monday, October 19, 2009
-Snooze-
lately, i'm jinxed by k-pop.
even my peeps told me i am weird.
newayz, its catchy n kinky.
suit up like gaga, chris & neyo hybrid vocality, t-pain-esque, plus a touch of electronica hip pop.. not bad
oh my, at this hour i should be in a comatose. i'm screwing up my sleeping hour.yawn
yesterday after vik's open house, met up with the cronies at oldtown then head back to red's place for mj and 'chor dai dee' till 9am. yawnz
slept for a few hours, went to papa rich and watch surrogates. then went home to send those interview query to the bear. yawnzz
oh man, i really need to slumber asap where i have to wake up at 10
yawnzzz.
-heart csc-
Saturday, October 17, 2009
-Jinx-
the haps lately
-red's open house
-at my lodging spot, from damansara to gardens then to cheras
-thinking bout going to aussie to look for marky
-got a postcard from marky which make me tear and marky feel bad about it
-su finally went back to melb
-i'm kinda broke, not to mention rm1XXX gone in one week
-completing 2 effin assignment & 1 midterm in 2 weeks
-my new itch, satay goreng and 'seeham'
-as usual, yamcha session on fri & sat
-loitering at gardens with the dulios
-addicted to da vinci code game.. 3/4 stages completed. its fun deciphering all the cryptics,anagrams and learning fibonacci sequence. i'm so gonna complete it in a week time and i dont use the guide and walkthrough. i'm enjoying it =)
-done with my dramas
and now, going to vik's open house
ciao bella, xoxo
Saturday, October 03, 2009
-Mind's Eye-
it's time for the soul within to let go of the memories and the keepsakes
i've been really selfish
i'm being unfair to those who care for me dearly
i'm being cruel to those who do heart me
i guess it's time for me to walk away from the unlit dark road
i guess it's time for me to part with you, my bygones
i'll keep everything locked and sealed within the soul
smile, wont ya?
-nanites-
Monday, September 28, 2009
-Simplicity ♂-
♂ waited and told me to come down
♂ brought me to my itch aKa nandos
♂ brought me there at 10, where the workingman was there waiting for us and getting ready to take order.
♂ just make my day by all these plain thoughts
♂ was grinning at me while i'm chowing down those hot periperi chickas and not to mention those potato salad, my crave
later on, we left......
♂ bought me to the ice cream parlour at 11
we make a deal, where ♂ will pick ♂ choice for me and vice versa
♂ got me choco, my heart and i got ♂ rum&raisins =)
me intentionally pick those for ♂, mainly because of the liquor tang where ♂ distaste
♂ knew i was monkeying around, yet he ingested those frown on dessert i picked
every single motion and chatter of ♂, makes me contented
not to mention the 'witticism' he told me
♂ bumped on a mate and greet one another with a simple hi,bye. ♂ turned his head back to me and cackled. i asked why..after minutes of bugging, ♂ told me.....
♂ really make my day
it was ended with nat king cole's record
and some silly dance move ~.~
what i heart the most is the sincerity and the touch of simplicity
thank you & nanites
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
-Chasing Pavements-
最近我覺得我的心情很亂。
must be those insomnia
昨晚我聽到有點怪怪的聲音。
是不是我聽錯呢?還是幻想而已?
應該就是媽媽跟我提到的那個夢。
到底那個夢是什么意思?
有時候我覺得自己很脆弱
像個小孩一樣,
很需要人的疼愛
很需要人的懷抱
很需要人的安慰
很需要人的體諒
time is passing me by
wasting those tick tock hours is no longer an option
the soul within the pathfinder will trailblaze through the labyrinth
and i am always what i am
catch me of you can
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
-Tickled Pink-
finally marky called me all the way frm aussie land..
ahhh, i do miss him.. and somehow, i cant wait for him to be back by the end of the year..
and we're going to genting starbucks again.. i miss those tick tock hours
i'm kinda light hearted today.
it must be those yummy durian mooncakes frm h.yee and that FR paper..
damn, how i wish i could snatch on those papers and redo some of those miscues of mine..
on the other hand, it was the bear's birthday yesterday.
hope that she had a great one in S'pore.
and today, its the faggot's birthday.. and as usual, he claimed his pressie weeks earlier before the official day..and tonight, all of us will be going for a feast..
newayz, i'm having a flu and dozing off soon
nanites
Monday, September 14, 2009
Saturday, September 12, 2009
-VividAmusementPark-
everyday, i see people come and go
tall short, slim fat, young old and everything sole
the other day, I with look a young tot upon me
gazing around and amazed by the banjo played
the other day, I with look a puzzled man
looking up high and low, while looking heedfully
the other day, I with look a crowd of people
smiling, babbling and paces into the excitement ground
we collided
in this thing where we are thrilled and impelled
everything was new
everything was enticing and engaging
it’s like a admix field of attraction
driven by the magnetic vim of curiosity
they feel the gentle breeze
it’s a journey of anticipation
we had a blast
we had the rush
we had the taste
the moment was great
the moment was notable
the moment was indelible
just a rollercoaster ride
in the vivid amusement park
-xoxo-
Monday, August 24, 2009
-Chocolate Truffles-
i miss you dearly
do you remember the first time we taste each other
have you forgotten me lately?
when will we rekindle again
you make me feel lighthearted
you make me feel euphoric
you make me feel in exaltation
don't you make me sin
don't you make me grin
i have fallen for you
i have entangled myself with those concoction of yours
somehow, you make me sway
somehow, i'm on a one way ticket
somehow, i'm entangled in this knot you made me
somehow, i'm loosing my grip on you
you always have my back, don't you?
you always have me longing for, don't you?
oh my heart
oh my chocolate truffles
-the pathfinder-
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
-Sudden twitch-
Its been 2 months.. perhaps more...
so, let us rekindle a lil today..
I started to notice something that my blog seems to be intricately sensible to certain people. perhaps someone who really knows me will know the why for. You see, i am someone who is wrapped up in complexity and i’m like a concoction which is made up of all sort of mega factor.
‘Catch me if u can’.
‘If there’s a snake and an Indian in front of u, which or who will u kill first?’
Before i managed to say anything, he answered...
‘kill the Indian first because they are more dangerous than the serpent’.
at that moment, the why for of the question really made me laugh hysterically like a mad woman in the public because we were in the middle of the walkway in Gardens.
i start to feel that I am rusting out a little.
Somehow I find it hard to letter down my whither and emotions.
perhaps it might be the weather lately and the mixed up feelings within.
maybe a good nap will do.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
-Snaptures-
human do grow with the parallel of time and there is when maturity weighs in
often times, i used to drone about auld lang syne
where things tend to be simplistic and less convoluted
peoples i run into lately had embraced themselves with 'self-explanatory' order
somehow, it reminded me about those days where i'm this guileless lil girl
where i taught that i can touch those candy bars from the tv
where i taught that one day, i will defy gravity and fly to the stars
where i taught that, clouds are like cotton candies where i can mold and chew on
where i taught that, eternalness does exist
where i taught that.... where i taught that....
but whatever it is, i am just blessed
-xoxo-
Friday, May 22, 2009
-Deportation-
whose superpower is compatibility in the midst of reconciling dichotomy to interconnect as a whole new entity or 'colour'..
to be or not to be
at ultimatum or rival tensions mounting, negotiating acceptable trade-offs validates our unique perspectives to reflect what each lacks for a balanced voice of truce
when we're together i'm beside myself, so i concede mutual vested interest, incentive or opportunity to my other half for valued consideration.
for only by the power of self-respect in reciprocal vulnerability, need and compassion
"do me and thee consummate we?"
the rest is all a dance on the sidelines of Cinderella pandering or prohibition, or around a bermuda triangle of bottom line temptation to cheat by provocation, promiscuity, or shame..
but here at the gate of impasse, I still have a choice and my pride.
Monday, April 27, 2009
-OneFinePost-
its been long since i've abandoned my privy lodge..
the woman now is currently loitering at the dulio's crib..
i'm currently earning petty side moolah via mahjong and luck aint by my side..
so she's going to leave it for the taukeh..
good job ey!
i am born a canvas and i'm waiting for the gifted one to paint me..
Monday, March 30, 2009
-On Cloud Nine-
she's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers
she wears high heels, i wear sneakers
she's to die for and i 'm on the cold couch
-rofl-
-the bratz-
-fwwoooood!!-
-we're both pumped-
Muka - Muka
-comel-
-malu-
-sesat-
-keldai-
2 ass down and 2 to go
late classes tomorrow, hence extra time to schleep
food fest again
i'm getting effin lazy in a good way -.-
taking a short trip back to the kin's lodge
counting my days on the calender for xxxx
april will be a moolah suction month
lol
-oyasumi-
Friday, March 27, 2009
-Frolicsome-
second will be completing my ass
lastly, i need to slumber where i slept for only 2 hours yesterday
been really busy lately with assignments and work
the bear will be flying of to aussie tomorrow
even though i'm uber tired and weary, we kept our 'pledge' to you for teman-ing
so do remember to get ur 'BFF' their hearts, especially your SEXY!
will be uploading the bygones when the woman is done with her shyts
and a few lil happies to be merry about
-justin's full moon bash
-anni
-genting
-movie
-mahjong
- 'nim teh'
-makan fest
and a lil something to cackle about
-butt-fuck
-muka priceless
-'BFF'
-names
kthanxbie
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
-Pash Patch-
me just heart wed
the day where i am officially unbounded and light
since the dulio ended his papers, he is now officially back to his hype and a full-time dawdler
for today, the other duo are berbusying with their workloads
hence, petty side moolah for the bapok
i started to feel like an effing cask, congested with ice kosong and chams
Monday, March 23, 2009
-WhisperLippie-
i feel like tearing those shyts to bits
ahhh, i missed it
i missed the hotness!
me heart oranges!
nullifying my feelings and there i am, confining myself again
heading off to a new loci and new environ
for months and perhaps, it could be years
gosh, i hope its not swizzie
its miles apart and can't seem to travel back often
i rather he's back to sg
gosh, here i am again with this shyt
ahhh, shake me and pinch me!
Sunday, March 22, 2009
-Sweethearts-
i should keep myself back in track of those bygones
i'm contented with the fluxes of simplicity and littlest things
will be heading to c.p for discussions
arrgghhh, i'm sorta sick of those chows but yet heart the company and environ
i really feel ulu lately
the other day, me went to BBQ plaza and i'm like this kiddo fascinated by those sizzles and fizzles
anyhow, this is the shyt
then yesterday, the cronies mentioned about shabu shabu
since the bear will be kicking off to aussie land
and there i am giving that 5 p face, unoccupied in present bout that shyt
same goes to the 'WATCH' thingy
yes man, scribble me like i'm this blank white paper
lately i've been spammed
with heaps of songs and movies
and those pups are driving me to the wall
ahh, i just cant wait for soirees, trips and stuff-ings
dope man! dope man!
yes, we are dope!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
-Bella's Lullaby-
may it be the the notes to curl in or stanzas from poetry
something which ease the mind back at its peaceful state
to me, its my hymn
to me, is a wrapped in bundled of hearts and serendipity
xX momo Xx
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
-Momentum-
due to those sickening weather, the woman is forced to hibernate
and i am so gonna learn to surf.. AGAIN.. though i fail miserably on the last attempt
met up with Mr.Vain for a short ketchup.
we were kinda quaint over some shyts and yet ber-philosophy a lil
somewhat, i'm in a superhero hype
just got myself a new book, the art of war
capturing and exploring the mind of the great one
heaps of assignments for the woman to hand up
and tonnes of buckle up tick-tock hours to set aside
need to ditch those loiters and yamcha sessions
lately, i'm learning photojournalism
while i was at the kin's lodge, the woman picked up this weighty lil black book out of ocd behavior
open it up and flipped it thru
she was captivated by those pixelated pictos where they convey messages and stories
some of it were those should have never been told
dark secrets and footprints of those who have left
and those unbearable sorrows that scarred those innocent ones
left us unutterable
left us gazing at the emptiness
for now, i'm lettering down a wishlist =)
for now, the woman is on a move
Friday, March 06, 2009
-Sky Chord-
the woman is pacing on to a new habitation
she is treading on with a beam
at a new loci, on a comeback trail where she is lighter
whereas she is always the girl in the small city with a big baggage
weighing in too much where simplicity is all she needed
-xoxo-
must be those 'cham' and 'yadas' (^.^)
oh gosh, i miss those sandy beaches and chows
must be the growling sound and pictos
oh lucky, i'm in good hands now
must be those cronies and superheroes
oh fuck, people are weird and quaint lately
must be those inarticulate tick-tock hours
oh Sir Weatherman.. you are the one to blame
schleep timo!
-simm out-
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
-Chatterbug of the CrimeCronies-
r: petpet hai i want your abalone !! yummy !!!
s: cleaned or not cleaned.. or dirty yet fishy but shaved..
r: shaved please, i dont want hair stucked between my teeth :X
s: aiyo.. syok mar.. make u itch itch. then notti notti.. shy shy*
r: yea lar.. but im afraid when i erect-ed, scared all the waiters away ! XD
s. aiyo.. then i take a fkin barrel to fill it with those plentiful of PROTEINS of you 'chi chi shuen shuen'..
r: please do not spill any of them... i wan each and every kindergarden around klang valley have my registration XD
s: aiyo.. kindergarden only ar...
r: if nt.. the whole world will look like me ehz.. hehehe.. dowan la.. later all the girls hamsap !!!
s: aiyo.. ur face macam 'dai min gui plus ham chin beng'... yau char kuey want ur kukujiao meh
r: wtf.. even my kukujiao look like overnight yau char kuey also very strong eh... like hungry ANACONDA !!!!
s: mmm.... blushing* aiyo.. later seafood pot kena crack ar.. ur fruit basket so juicy.. me like it.. slurpsss*
r: yea, i cracked alot pots before d... with my keng skillz hehe.. HELICOPTER as a recommendation hehehhehe...
s: aiyo.. i thought its turbin spinning on a hilltop.. neh the green green one with daffodils and moo moo
r: turbin not keng.. mine more like a WINDMILL hehehe... FUH FUH FUH *sounds of big wind*
s: oh!!! errected* i love HOLLAND.. if can big big one in AMSTERDAM
r: that sound havent errected yet.. errected will go like BING BANG TUNG TUNG CHIANG !!!!
s: aiyo... drums!!! let me the playa.. with my lil clarinets.. PIK PAK LUK TILIK PIK PAK TUNG!
r: please call ur friends along to bring symbals... chiki chiki chang chang !!!....
s: aiyo.. let find those ah moi with 2 nails stuck on the plane landing papan area.. that can groove with the guitar. JENG JENG JENG! JANG JANG... WAHHH CHIANG!
r: oh, you meant SARA bear ??? heaheahea... yer.. her MA YUN CHEONG very scary oh... looks like gonna swallow my hairy balls off... :(
s: how bout PY... with her dangling pitcher plants... and sum more.. it haven't BLOSSOM!
r: cant! PY cant join the party... later her backbone breakz !! eaheheahae.. you know lar, she got a SENGET backbone.. ahahahaahaahahahaah pik plakzzz
s: but then she can bend it like beckham while her body look like a tunnel full with maggots...
r: omg.. then gonna call the Pestisides Sprayers... heahehae and treat her an ANDY HO hair trim XD
s: gosh... aiyo.. when are we gonna go brazillian wax.. bet PY gonna take a month to shake it all of yo!
r:and cost her TRIPLE of price hehehe... TIRED d la.. lets go home XD !! heaheahaehea
s: pet pet itchy* jiao jiao howling* woooooo!!! scratch scratch
r: alright.. gonna treat you a 7 course meal later XD.. make u full full !! XD
s: i want pudding on top of choco bar and banana SPLIT IT for dessert..
r: not a prob ma'am .. muacks !
s: wet wet* slurrpsss
r&s: KTHNXBIE
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
-Singalongsong-
cos' I've been thinking 'bout you
I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you
Well I dont know what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see
Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you
I wrote this song it's not too long
Cos' I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you
Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you're meant to be
forever and a day with me
Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you
In everyway you mean more to me
than you'll ever know
girl I'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
I'd find the greatest words sing
so we could write our own romance
Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you
Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you
-superman-
giggles*
Thursday, February 05, 2009
-BeeeShine-
she is contented with those and those and those
she is loving hoegarden as well. =)
i'm slacking off again
yawnz..
newayz, wishing you all the best girl..
xoxo BeeShine!
-starlet fer de dei-