-Jiffy-

-adopted love-

-exam drill-

-sexxaay-

adios Oct..

-Fickled-

im currently spacing out
there are things that i am still searching for
im just stationing myself for now
just waiting for the right tide to hit the shores
with a voice that cannot speak and gather up each emotion
that can’t be put into words and i'll cast them when it hits
as certain within, i've made this far
and i paved it through
and i'm capable of doing so

i found a dusty folder, perhaps i left it there untouched for a long time
i wish i could share it whereby it is sentimental to me, perhaps someone or something makes it significant.
people tend to loose what matters to them when they take things for granted
and i did
chances are given and not all know how to grab it
and i did
its like footprints and traces
and now, i'm somehow puzzled between the crossroad

xxXXxx

She's getting out of bed
At half past ten
She starts to comb her hair
Just an ordinary day
She looks at her reflection
Off the wall
Why do I care at all
Just an ordinary day
An ordinary day
That's hurting you
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you

I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
You're not alone

She's waiting for the bus it's 12.59
She's sitting on her own
Just an ordinary day
She's looking at the people
Passing her by
It could be you and I
They would never dream
Of slowing down
To see if she's alright
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you

I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone

I'm hurting
She's hurting
I'm hurting, she's hurting
I'm so alone

When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
I will be the one around

-Slapstick-

glee..glee!!

the woman is vivacious and nonchalant

and i feel so me lately

must be the daily dosage prescribed by dr.fxi

blithe lozenges and love pellet

Saw it.. heard it.. chuckles..

dracula dies from a heart attack right after catching his favourite vampire series on TV.

he goes to heaven where he's allowed to choose 3 qualities to hav in his next life.

dracula thinks really hard n finally makes up his mind.

first, he says 'i still want to be able to suck blood'

then he continued 'i want to have wings too, so i can fly'

lastly, after thinkin for the longest time..he says 'and i want all women to want me'

whooosssshhhh.. he was promptly turned into a sanitary pad

bear and rabbit are taking a dump in the forest.

bear asks the rabbit, 'hey, do u have a problem with poo sticking to ur fur?'

rabbit says 'nope...'

so bear picks up the rabbit and wipes his ass..

i'mma continue my work, while makan tambun biscuit

then watch fringe, while waiting for dr.fxi

then slumber early, wake up early.. happy X10 day tomorrow

-xOxO-

-Buffoonery-

-Pixelated in motion-

-prism-esque-

-shutterbug-

-mushy bear hug-

-cutesy max hammie-

-uber adorable-

i have heaps of workload to finish

and yet, i'm still stoning...

btw, i'm sensing something strange lately

*pouts*

-Significant-

on every 9th is the day whereby i feel whimsy

i see stars and kaleidoscopic cosmos whenever i look at the ceiling

i hear the melody playing in my head

i tend to run to the piles of old newspapers to check for any delivery..outer red, inner brown and dollop sweet..

i tend to snuggle my bolster when i sleep and check on that personal beacon of mine

the sky is cloudy and the wind is chilly

my face is dampen by the tears and yet when i look into the mirror, i see the dimples of mine

and then i recalled those warmness..those whispers..

eventually, it became the remedy itself

and the bandeau around my finger is the charm itself, that shield me from incubuses

and i hear the melody and soft voice

xxXXxx

你日日笑得這麽燦爛我怎捨得你喊
做小丑我都原意爲了搏紅顔一笑

從來沒有這麽想一件事原來有這麽一件事
才值得我們留戀今天為你死都可以

從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白 那意思我只知道我只想你快樂

趁住人多多講講心裏話 咁先至值囘票價
從此得你知我 任何事都不會怕
從來沒有 這麽想一件事 原來有這麽一件事
才值得我們留戀今天真的為你死都可以

從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白那意思我只知道我只想你快樂

就算今天不再闖過昨日我怎麽講都無謂
就算今天不再闖過昨日我願意等下去
再等下去 再等下去

-Hiatus-

oh baby baby baby babe
how long am i supposed to wait?

i think about you nightly

oh can u tell im loosin sleep?

the folded papers for offerings

-flower-

-shutterbug-

-love-

-jjjjjjjengga-

-finest-

-Glimpse-

'I like nonsense. It wakes up the brain cells. '
Dr. Seuss

Good humor is a tonic for mind and body. It is the best antidote for anxiety and depression. It is a business asset. It attracts and keep friends. It lightens human burdens. It is the direct route to serenity and contentment.

-Merry Go Round-

finally, after days of being bedridden.. i drag myself to the doc..
sigh, look at the size of the pill.. its effing hard to swallow..
the worst part was fatigue and drowsiness..

-Sunset-

-Bliss-

today aint a happy day for me

there are moments in life where u just have to suck it in
having a good anger management and self control doesnt work all the time
chattels compared to a person & life....
its just...
just....
just too shallow...

-Beginning-

day 2 since the very beginning of my journey
im still feeling unwell and i only feed on rocky sticks today
and my very first cup of coffee since 5 days
i have to get things done within this week
hopefully i recover a.s.a.p

xoxo

-Punch Bag-

argghh, i cant freaking breathe. my nose are blocked..

im so used to sleeping sideways n its effing annoying when its blocked one sided..
and you, yes you.. mr.fever and his side kick, mr.sore throat.. you guys came along just at the right time. effing good combo..knn

i have my assignment to rush and i dont even know how to start..blardy corp. acc is driving me to the wall.
my eyes are watery and those medi are making me nausea and tired.. how i wish that someone will be there to take care of me..
my body aches and im having cramps on the leg..
even when i'm effing sick, i still have to carry tonnes of groceries and do the chores..
been trying to feed on some rice today and ive been drinking heaps of water.. where it annoys me when u are on pills, and u hv to drag urself to the toilet when ur sober and dizzy.
im feeling fatigue every morning and mood swings are killing me.. i just cant freaking help it!!
my feet is cold and my hands are sweaty..even sweater cant keep me warm..and the only thing i can chew on is strepsils.
and im feeling a little hungry now..thinking of chicken porridge makes my stomach growl -.-
im so so tired..
im so so cold..
im so so sleepy..

listening to 丁噹 -亲人..

-Hearts-

Happy Birthday you two big tot!!

Love you mom

Love you pa

-some of dadzy's old coll mates-

-everyone were trying to amuse the little one-

-like ma, like son..adorable max-

-somehow it was funny.. poor boy was crying and there goes both of them burst out laughing-

-awww..cute! me took it..credit to me-

=)

-andy was funny..starring at justin boy while he munch on the sweet.. it looks like he wants it-

-cute candles in the form of alphabets-

-adorable-

-take 1.. snap!!-

-take 2.. snap!!-

-take 3.. snap!! lol-

-the no longer boys of the pack, mumzy and me-

-mamily fembers!!-

-glidey heart justy-

-heart u mom-

-faggot-

the post titled 'hearts'
and not to forget, my very heart
=)

♥ heart u ♥