-Simplicity ♂-

it was a random call

it was a random time
♂ waited and told me to come down
♂ brought me to my itch aKa nandos
♂ brought me there at 10, where the workingman was there waiting for us and getting ready to take order.
♂ just make my day by all these plain thoughts
♂ was grinning at me while i'm chowing down those hot periperi chickas and not to mention those potato salad, my crave
later on, we left......
♂ bought me to the ice cream parlour at 11
we make a deal, where ♂ will pick ♂ choice for me and vice versa
♂ got me choco, my heart and i got ♂ rum&raisins =)
me intentionally pick those for ♂, mainly because of the liquor tang where ♂ distaste
♂ knew i was monkeying around, yet he ingested those frown on dessert i picked
every single motion and chatter of ♂, makes me contented
not to mention the 'witticism' he told me
♂ bumped on a mate and greet one another with a simple hi,bye. ♂ turned his head back to me and cackled. i asked why..after minutes of bugging, ♂ told me.....

'♂: his oldman got him a XX car, and do u believe that he actually asked his friends to lend 10bucks for petrol.not once, but often times'

the why for really make me laugh and not to mention those 1% of everything ♂ mentioned
♂ really make my day
it was ended with nat king cole's record
and some silly dance move ~.~

what i heart the most is the sincerity and the touch of simplicity
thank you & nanites

-Chasing Pavements-

今天的天氣很熱。
最近我覺得我的心情很亂。
must be those insomnia

昨晚我聽到有點怪怪的聲音。
是不是我聽錯呢？還是幻想而已？
應該就是媽媽跟我提到的那個夢。
到底那個夢是什么意思？

有時候我覺得自己很脆弱
像個小孩一樣，
很需要人的疼愛
很需要人的懷抱
很需要人的安慰
很需要人的體諒

time is passing me by
wasting those tick tock hours is no longer an option
the soul within the pathfinder will trailblaze through the labyrinth
and i am always what i am

catch me of you can

-Tickled Pink-

oh my, i'm on cloud nine..
finally marky called me all the way frm aussie land..
ahhh, i do miss him.. and somehow, i cant wait for him to be back by the end of the year..
and we're going to genting starbucks again.. i miss those tick tock hours

i'm kinda light hearted today.
it must be those yummy durian mooncakes frm h.yee and that FR paper..
damn, how i wish i could snatch on those papers and redo some of those miscues of mine..

on the other hand, it was the bear's birthday yesterday.
hope that she had a great one in S'pore.
and today, its the faggot's birthday.. and as usual, he claimed his pressie weeks earlier before the official day..and tonight, all of us will be going for a feast..

newayz, i'm having a flu and dozing off soon
nanites

-我聽得到-

-VividAmusementPark-

everyday, i see people come and go

tall short, slim fat, young old and everything sole

the other day, I with look a young tot upon me

gazing around and amazed by the banjo played

the other day, I with look a puzzled man

looking up high and low, while looking heedfully

the other day, I with look a crowd of people

smiling, babbling and paces into the excitement ground

we bonded

we collided

in this thing where we are thrilled and impelled

everything was new

everything was enticing and engaging

it was then when everything started

it’s like a admix field of attraction

driven by the magnetic vim of curiosity

they took a ride

they feel the gentle breeze

it’s a journey of anticipation

we had a blast

we had the rush

we had the taste

the moment was great

the moment was notable

the moment was indelible

but it was just a ride

just a rollercoaster ride

in the vivid amusement park

-xoxo-

-Chocolate Truffles-

i miss you lately
i miss you dearly
do you remember the first time we taste each other
have you forgotten me lately?
when will we rekindle again
you make me feel lighthearted
you make me feel euphoric
you make me feel in exaltation

don't you make me sin
don't you make me grin
i have fallen for you
i have entangled myself with those concoction of yours

somehow, you make me sway
somehow, i'm on a one way ticket
somehow, i'm entangled in this knot you made me
somehow, i'm loosing my grip on you

you always have my back, don't you?
you always have me longing for, don't you?
oh my heart
oh my chocolate truffles

love,
-the pathfinder-

-Sudden twitch-

It seems like I've forgotten u, my privy lodge.
Its been 2 months.. perhaps more...
so, let us rekindle a lil today..

an old friend of mine visited my privy lodge the other day. He told me it’s been long since i've blogged. Come to think about it, i seem to forget about u, my privy lodge. and here i am, starting to blog again.

I started to notice something that my blog seems to be intricately sensible to certain people. perhaps someone who really knows me will know the why for. You see, i am someone who is wrapped up in complexity and i’m like a concoction which is made up of all sort of mega factor.

Only those who see within me will fathom.
‘Catch me if u can’.

Today I was talking to my brother n he randomly popped a question.
‘If there’s a snake and an Indian in front of u, which or who will u kill first?’
Before i managed to say anything, he answered...
‘kill the Indian first because they are more dangerous than the serpent’.
at that moment, the why for of the question really made me laugh hysterically like a mad woman in the public because we were in the middle of the walkway in Gardens.

i start to feel that I am rusting out a little.
Somehow I find it hard to letter down my whither and emotions.
perhaps it might be the weather lately and the mixed up feelings within.
maybe a good nap will do.

love, Labyrinthine of the Pathfinder

-nights-

-Snaptures-

i am constantly searching for my true nature
human do grow with the parallel of time and there is when maturity weighs in
often times, i used to drone about auld lang syne
where things tend to be simplistic and less convoluted
peoples i run into lately had embraced themselves with 'self-explanatory' order
somehow, it reminded me about those days where i'm this guileless lil girl
where i taught that i can touch those candy bars from the tv
where i taught that one day, i will defy gravity and fly to the stars
where i taught that, clouds are like cotton candies where i can mold and chew on
where i taught that, eternalness does exist
where i taught that.... where i taught that....
but whatever it is, i am just blessed

-xoxo-

Snaptures

-a treat from a stranger i met at my lodging spot-

-the fishing village in Kuala Selangor-

-Preparation-

-my treat from aussie land-

-Mumzy's day-

-sunshine-

-shadows-

neways, i'm heading for a road trip tomorrow
neways, i need to sleep soon due to morning lectures
neways, my alter ego is back and jimmy is residing
neways, gotta go
oyasumi

-Deportation-

my alter ego is a port key to a soul key or deal,
whose superpower is compatibility in the midst of reconciling dichotomy to interconnect as a whole new entity or 'colour'..

to be or not to be
at ultimatum or rival tensions mounting, negotiating acceptable trade-offs validates our unique perspectives to reflect what each lacks for a balanced voice of truce

when we're together i'm beside myself, so i concede mutual vested interest, incentive or opportunity to my other half for valued consideration.
for only by the power of self-respect in reciprocal vulnerability, need and compassion
"do me and thee consummate we?"

the rest is all a dance on the sidelines of Cinderella pandering or prohibition, or around a bermuda triangle of bottom line temptation to cheat by provocation, promiscuity, or shame..
but here at the gate of impasse, I still have a choice and my pride.

-OneFinePost-

good day mate...
its been long since i've abandoned my privy lodge..
the woman now is currently loitering at the dulio's crib..
i'm currently earning petty side moolah via mahjong and luck aint by my side..
so she's going to leave it for the taukeh..
good job ey!

i've been pretty busy lately..

2 assignments on hand and heaps of task to complete..

but at least midterm was fine, except for that ma paper..

for the past month, heaps of unfortunate events hit me..

it started with those around me, then my hearts and then me..

well, it hit hard.. and it hits xxxx hard..

things just happen for a reason and only the mighty one knows..

at times, i do wonder what life would be when the ones you ever care about and heart just leave you..

well, putting aside relationship thingy..

it is easy to put up a show but its hard to keep it going..

i feel that i just went to a masquerade party..

i feel that i just went to a broadway play..

somehow it amazes me with their endowed gift, a gift of LIFE i would say..

its funny when someone comes up to you and flatters you with those phrases..

and yet, they are those you longed for.. but yet, you distance away..

oh my, i guess i'm still this lil infant..
i am born a canvas and i'm waiting for the gifted one to paint me..

be a brush and complete me..

naive and innnocent it sound, but i am what i am..

but i'm contented with those fluxes of warmth.. where the hearts always make my day!

screwed up i am, but yet she's blessed..

will update my bygones the next post..

goodbye now, bye bye then..

ciao bella...

-On Cloud Nine-

she wears short skirts, i wear t-shirts
she's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers
she wears high heels, i wear sneakers
she's to die for and i 'm on the cold couch
-rofl-

The mollycoddled one!

-Baby J, the Starlet-

-the bratz-

-fwwoooood!!-

-we're both pumped-

Muka - Muka
-comel-

-malu-

-sesat-

-keldai-

heaps to come
2 ass down and 2 to go
late classes tomorrow, hence extra time to schleep
food fest again
i'm getting effin lazy in a good way -.-
taking a short trip back to the kin's lodge
counting my days on the calender for xxxx
april will be a moolah suction month
lol

-oyasumi-

-Frolicsome-

the first thing i need to do is to snip my effing bangs
second will be completing my ass
lastly, i need to slumber where i slept for only 2 hours yesterday
been really busy lately with assignments and work

the bear will be flying of to aussie tomorrow
even though i'm uber tired and weary, we kept our 'pledge' to you for teman-ing
so do remember to get ur 'BFF' their hearts, especially your SEXY!

will be uploading the bygones when the woman is done with her shyts
and a few lil happies to be merry about
-justin's full moon bash
-anni
-genting
-movie
-mahjong
- 'nim teh'
-makan fest
and a lil something to cackle about
-butt-fuck
-muka priceless
-'BFF'
-names

kthanxbie

-Pash Patch-

me just heart wed
the day where i am officially unbounded and light
since the dulio ended his papers, he is now officially back to his hype and a full-time dawdler
for today, the other duo are berbusying with their workloads
hence, petty side moolah for the bapok
i started to feel like an effing cask, congested with ice kosong and chams

heaps of it. and it was the second round

-LoiterBug-

i wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
and it never feels out of place
and your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace
i wonder how bad that tastes

and soooo gonna gives you hell!
doink!

-WhisperLippie-

the woman went maniacal for the past hours
i feel like tearing those shyts to bits
ahhh, i missed it
i missed the hotness!

HOT HEARTS

pink elephunk

ahh, i feel like climbing in to one of these
me heart oranges!

the thought of taukeh leaving for work and intern really frustrate me
nullifying my feelings and there i am, confining myself again
heading off to a new loci and new environ
for months and perhaps, it could be years
gosh, i hope its not swizzie
its miles apart and can't seem to travel back often
i rather he's back to sg
gosh, here i am again with this shyt
ahhh, shake me and pinch me!

-Sweethearts-

i've been slacking off lately
i should keep myself back in track of those bygones
i'm contented with the fluxes of simplicity and littlest things

will be heading to c.p for discussions
arrgghhh, i'm sorta sick of those chows but yet heart the company and environ

i really feel ulu lately
the other day, me went to BBQ plaza and i'm like this kiddo fascinated by those sizzles and fizzles
anyhow, this is the shyt

then yesterday, the cronies mentioned about shabu shabu
since the bear will be kicking off to aussie land
and there i am giving that 5 p face, unoccupied in present bout that shyt
same goes to the 'WATCH' thingy
yes man, scribble me like i'm this blank white paper

lately i've been spammed
with heaps of songs and movies
and those pups are driving me to the wall
ahh, i just cant wait for soirees, trips and stuff-ings
dope man! dope man!
yes, we are dope!

aww man, old town should pay me some moolah for this shyt
charging them extra for loyalty

-Bella's Lullaby-

a familiar phonetic word that an infant dote on
may it be the the notes to curl in or stanzas from poetry
something which ease the mind back at its peaceful state


to me, its my hymn
to me, is a wrapped in bundled of hearts and serendipity

to me, its like the only euphony i've heard

some say, it's like doses of anesthetic to the veins

flowing through those vessels of a mortal

which put you to ease and sleep

some say, it's like incubuses

but to the girl in the small city with big baggage

its a love song, an anthem to be played on to liven up the soul within

its like a love story play, where Anne and Will were the starlet

standing in the middle of the starlit

even the sweetest love concoction would not taste any better

xX momo Xx

-Momentum-

damp weather lately and i am hating it.

watched Watchmen and i am hating it, aint what the woman expected
due to those sickening weather, the woman is forced to hibernate

lately, i'm checking out those cheapo packages to xxxx
and i am so gonna learn to surf.. AGAIN.. though i fail miserably on the last attempt

met up with Mr.Vain for a short ketchup.
we were kinda quaint over some shyts and yet ber-philosophy a lil
somewhat, i'm in a superhero hype

somehow, i'm forced to heart it and thanks to taukeh for that shyt

just got myself a new book, the art of war
capturing and exploring the mind of the great one

heaps of assignments for the woman to hand up
and tonnes of buckle up tick-tock hours to set aside
need to ditch those loiters and yamcha sessions

lately, i'm learning photojournalism
while i was at the kin's lodge, the woman picked up this weighty lil black book out of ocd behavior
open it up and flipped it thru
she was captivated by those pixelated pictos where they convey messages and stories
some of it were those should have never been told
dark secrets and footprints of those who have left
and those unbearable sorrows that scarred those innocent ones
left us unutterable
left us gazing at the emptiness

for now, i'm lettering down a wishlist =)
for now, the woman is on a move

-Sky Chord-

i'm taking in all the breathe eat hours
the woman is pacing on to a new habitation
she is treading on with a beam
at a new loci, on a comeback trail where she is lighter
whereas she is always the girl in the small city with a big baggage
weighing in too much where simplicity is all she needed
-xoxo-

oh dear, its weary now and yet i'm wakeful
must be those 'cham' and 'yadas' (^.^)
oh gosh, i miss those sandy beaches and chows
must be the growling sound and pictos
oh lucky, i'm in good hands now
must be those cronies and superheroes
oh fuck, people are weird and quaint lately
must be those inarticulate tick-tock hours
oh Sir Weatherman.. you are the one to blame


schleep timo!
-simm out-

-Chatterbug of the CrimeCronies-

-starlet-

s: diu lei lar kan fu
r: petpet hai i want your abalone !! yummy !!!
s: cleaned or not cleaned.. or dirty yet fishy but shaved..
r: shaved please, i dont want hair stucked between my teeth :X
s: aiyo.. syok mar.. make u itch itch. then notti notti.. shy shy*
r: yea lar.. but im afraid when i erect-ed, scared all the waiters away ! XD
s. aiyo.. then i take a fkin barrel to fill it with those plentiful of PROTEINS of you 'chi chi shuen shuen'..
r: please do not spill any of them... i wan each and every kindergarden around klang valley have my registration XD
s: aiyo.. kindergarden only ar...
r: if nt.. the whole world will look like me ehz.. hehehe.. dowan la.. later all the girls hamsap !!!
s: aiyo.. ur face macam 'dai min gui plus ham chin beng'... yau char kuey want ur kukujiao meh
r: wtf.. even my kukujiao look like overnight yau char kuey also very strong eh... like hungry ANACONDA !!!!
s: mmm.... blushing* aiyo.. later seafood pot kena crack ar.. ur fruit basket so juicy.. me like it.. slurpsss*
r: yea, i cracked alot pots before d... with my keng skillz hehe.. HELICOPTER as a recommendation hehehhehe...
s: aiyo.. i thought its turbin spinning on a hilltop.. neh the green green one with daffodils and moo moo
r: turbin not keng.. mine more like a WINDMILL hehehe... FUH FUH FUH *sounds of big wind*
s: oh!!! errected* i love HOLLAND.. if can big big one in AMSTERDAM
r: that sound havent errected yet.. errected will go like BING BANG TUNG TUNG CHIANG !!!!
s: aiyo... drums!!! let me the playa.. with my lil clarinets.. PIK PAK LUK TILIK PIK PAK TUNG!
r: please call ur friends along to bring symbals... chiki chiki chang chang !!!....
s: aiyo.. let find those ah moi with 2 nails stuck on the plane landing papan area.. that can groove with the guitar. JENG JENG JENG! JANG JANG... WAHHH CHIANG!
r: oh, you meant SARA bear ??? heaheahea... yer.. her MA YUN CHEONG very scary oh... looks like gonna swallow my hairy balls off... :(
s: how bout PY... with her dangling pitcher plants... and sum more.. it haven't BLOSSOM!
r: cant! PY cant join the party... later her backbone breakz !! eaheheahae.. you know lar, she got a SENGET backbone.. ahahahaahaahahahaah pik plakzzz
s: but then she can bend it like beckham while her body look like a tunnel full with maggots...
r: omg.. then gonna call the Pestisides Sprayers... heahehae and treat her an ANDY HO hair trim XD
s: gosh... aiyo.. when are we gonna go brazillian wax.. bet PY gonna take a month to shake it all of yo!
r:and cost her TRIPLE of price hehehe... TIRED d la.. lets go home XD !! heaheahaehea
s: pet pet itchy* jiao jiao howling* woooooo!!! scratch scratch
r: alright.. gonna treat you a 7 course meal later XD.. make u full full !! XD
s: i want pudding on top of choco bar and banana SPLIT IT for dessert..
r: not a prob ma'am .. muacks !
s: wet wet* slurrpsss

r&s: KTHNXBIE

-Singalongsong-

I wrote this song it's not too long
cos' I've been thinking 'bout you
I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I dont know what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it's not too long
Cos' I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you're meant to be
forever and a day with me


Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

In everyway you mean more to me
than you'll ever know
girl I'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
I'd find the greatest words sing
so we could write our own romance

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

-superman-
giggles*