Tuesday, November 09, 2010
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
-Fickled-
im currently spacing out
there are things that i am still searching for
im just stationing myself for now
just waiting for the right tide to hit the shores
with a voice that cannot speak and gather up each emotion
that can’t be put into words and i'll cast them when it hits
as certain within, i've made this far
and i paved it through
and i'm capable of doing so
i found a dusty folder, perhaps i left it there untouched for a long time
i wish i could share it whereby it is sentimental to me, perhaps someone or something makes it significant.
people tend to loose what matters to them when they take things for granted
and i did
chances are given and not all know how to grab it
and i did
its like footprints and traces
and now, i'm somehow puzzled between the crossroad
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She's getting out of bed
At half past ten
She starts to comb her hair
Just an ordinary day
She looks at her reflection
Off the wall
Why do I care at all
Just an ordinary day
An ordinary day
That's hurting you
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you
I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
You're not alone
She's waiting for the bus it's 12.59
She's sitting on her own
Just an ordinary day
She's looking at the people
Passing her by
It could be you and I
They would never dream
Of slowing down
To see if she's alright
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you
I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
I'm hurting
She's hurting
I'm hurting, she's hurting
I'm so alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
I will be the one around
Monday, September 20, 2010
-Slapstick-
glee..glee!!
i'mma continue my work, while makan tambun biscuit
then watch fringe, while waiting for dr.fxi
then slumber early, wake up early.. happy X10 day tomorrow
-xOxO-
Sunday, September 12, 2010
-Significant-
你日日笑得這麽燦爛我怎捨得你喊
做小丑我都原意爲了搏紅顔一笑
從來沒有這麽想一件事原來有這麽一件事
才值得我們留戀今天為你死都可以
從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白 那意思我只知道我只想你快樂
趁住人多多講講心裏話 咁先至值囘票價
從此得你知我 任何事都不會怕
從來沒有 這麽想一件事 原來有這麽一件事
才值得我們留戀今天真的為你死都可以
從前有那三個字天天講你知雖然沒新意但有意思
我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句我只想你可以跟我一起笑
從前那三個字人人都鐘意好不可思議
但是又有幾個人真正明白那意思我只知道我只想你快樂
就算今天不再闖過昨日我怎麽講都無謂
就算今天不再闖過昨日我願意等下去
再等下去 再等下去
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
-Hiatus-
how long am i supposed to wait?
-flower-

-shutterbug-

-love-
-jjjjjjjengga-
-finest-
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Thursday, August 05, 2010
-Merry Go Round-
finally, after days of being bedridden.. i drag myself to the doc..sigh, look at the size of the pill.. its effing hard to swallow..
the worst part was fatigue and drowsiness..
having a good anger management and self control doesnt work all the time
chattels compared to a person & life....
its just...
just....
just too shallow...
Monday, August 02, 2010
-Beginning-
day 2 since the very beginning of my journey
im still feeling unwell and i only feed on rocky sticks today
and my very first cup of coffee since 5 days
i have to get things done within this week
hopefully i recover a.s.a.p
xoxo
-Punch Bag-
and you, yes you.. mr.fever and his side kick, mr.sore throat.. you guys came along just at the right time. effing good combo..knn
i have my assignment to rush and i dont even know how to start..blardy corp. acc is driving me to the wall.
my eyes are watery and those medi are making me nausea and tired.. how i wish that someone will be there to take care of me..
my body aches and im having cramps on the leg..
even when i'm effing sick, i still have to carry tonnes of groceries and do the chores..
been trying to feed on some rice today and ive been drinking heaps of water.. where it annoys me when u are on pills, and u hv to drag urself to the toilet when ur sober and dizzy.
im feeling fatigue every morning and mood swings are killing me.. i just cant freaking help it!!
my feet is cold and my hands are sweaty..even sweater cant keep me warm..and the only thing i can chew on is strepsils.
and im feeling a little hungry now..thinking of chicken porridge makes my stomach growl -.-
im so so tired..
im so so cold..
im so so sleepy..





















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